Damn it! It is truly easier for me to speak in English then in Russian. I am all the time forming sentences according to English models and dunno how to converse them into Russian. So I stumble through my speech all the time. It bothers me and bothers people I talk to. I don’t wanna put in English words and phrases in my Russian or Ukrainian speech. Nevertheless some-“nice”- teacher says we’ve stopped working and she’s half desperate about it.
Still I love English and everything connected with it.
But – gosh! – how much it bothers me!!